I've been letting this go for so long and it's killing me
I'm just not where I want to be
I've been holding my own this whole time and I just can't believe the things that I have seen

Witnessing viciousness, tethering consciousness
Taking my thoughts to somewhere I wish I could be a part of

And they say home is where your heart should be but it's time I've found someone to take this burden away from me
I'm lost in mazes of my own construction
Got devils on my shoulders seething me with temptation
I cry out for you but you're never there
I try to be true but I don't know who will

Reach out to me I'm not the only one
This savage world has brought me to this place and I beg to be gone
It's not the hell that we've made it
I try to convince myself
Where is everyone else

You are me bring me closer to you
Why are we so fucking scared of ourselves

Moving breath still blessing my head
How long 'till the last in drawn in his bed
In this cold the winds they dice your hands
The temple's step will lead us to the bitter end
This flame will catch and I'll burn again

The labyrinthine laugh of longing echoed
with twisted infancy
and the scent of spoiled candles.
This musk from inner dwelling's a beast
between elder decay, ripened agelessness and the cosmic birth
of simultaneous copulation and hedonic destruction.

Tapping lines in the operation of opalescent bedlam,
tentacled minds grasp only air and sweet nothings,
sapid in brilliant tribulations of the beggar's mantra.
From behind the hill crept the Sun's green fingers,
enlightening the myriad gallery of beings.

Here, the hum of Her swollen core roused my slumbering shields
for the vulnerable sideways singings of day.
Only the ancestral remnants of identity's map
could profoundly alter treasured collectives.